Well, here I am again attempting to blog. Maybe this time it will be different...maybe not. I've tried this blogging thing before and I seem to get bored listening to my own voice (so to speak). Doesn't a good conversation come from interaction with another like, or better yet, unlike minds? I love the banter, the challenge, the soap box speaches that make you question how the hell this conversation started in the first place. I'm one of those people who stands firmly on not standing firmly. Go ahead try me, convince me that your way is better, your idea is smarter, that my facts are askew. I'm open minded enough to listen, patient enough to think it through, and hopefully clever enough to have a rebuttal.
The reason for this blog is that I need a place to not be polite or politically correct. I want to vent with the understanding that it's venting. A way to release pent up emotion of all sorts without harming the ones I love or even hate for that matter. Life for me has changed sooo much in less than 2 months that everything is truely upside down.
My 18yr old moved from home and in with boyfriend and is attending college. My dad was just diagnosed with stage 3 rectal cancer. My bff treid to kill herself and called me while doing so. I have a stalker and no I'm not happy about it. And to top it off I find myself in a new relationship with a wonderful man that I believe is "Mr. Right". No...it's not all bad. I never said it was. I said that my life is 180 degrees different from 2 months ago where my daughter was living with me as she has for 18yrs, dad has never been sick a day in his life apart from the common cold, stalker...hell thats crazy for anyone, and the boyfriend part, well lets just say I dont fall in love often.
So, if your reading this or if you plan to follow me though 2012 via blog, I'm telling you now....I can't spell.
ps...did I mention that the indoor soccer area that I've been playing at for years is closing their doors for good day? Where am I to go now? I need that soccer fix...ugggg!
